CERBERUS / CRYBABY / STAR CHILD
Instagram doodles/paintings. I’ve been posting a lot of doodles on Instagram…which is a good thing lol because that means I’m in my drawing mode huff huff.
I’ve never mention this but I gave “birth” to new twins of my another series named SALMOOOON. On the left is Asto (the boy from my crybaby art) and right is Lux (which I finalized her design today!)
My new Series SALMOOOON will focus on romantic side of MEAAAAAAT, where boys and girls show romantic love for nature (and school uniform?)
marie antoinette (2006)
The Flesh Prison of Bel-Air
Incredibly high pitched goat sounds
thing i was thinking about satsuki: satsuki has no false ideas of her own skill level. she doesn’t think she’s better than she is, which i find is p rare in her character type? she isn’t narcissistic and she doesn’t overestimate her own skill level
and yet, she does these things- like trying to kill ragyo and stop junketsu!ryuko and fight nui- anyway, these things that seem impossible?? and i realized that it’s because satsuki doesn’t focus on what she can do- she focuses on what she will do.
if satsuki needs something done, she does it. she goes into things with this idea, i think, of “i WILL do this”- like there’s no other option, and she gives herself no other option, and i think that is what has given her the strength to become what she has become and to do half the shit she does. she just- doesn’t recognize failure as an option. there is no “i can do this” and “i cant do this” there is only “i will do this” and “i will not do this.”
and in a verse like the klk verse where RESOLVE is everything, satsuki’s lack of recognition of failure as even like- an option, is what gets her by. it’s what makes her capable. satsuki knows she will do this, so she does. even if something goes wrong- as it did with trying to kill ragyo via chopping off her head- she doesn’t view it as a failure, just as another step in Doing The Thing. what happens, happens- satsuki will do what needs to be done, and there’s no other option. she’s weaponized iron will and steel skin.